Monday, March 02, 2009

What Hurts Me The Most

What really hurts and infuriates me is not the fact that my boyfriend strayed. It's not the fact that I am not the only one. It's not the fact that I feel very much taken for granted.

It is the fact that a friend that I have trusted with my life actually thought and tried to steal my man away.

Helen Leah Baello. The trusty Pen Name Generator calls her Wrightless Smalls. Ironically, rightly so.

She didn't deny it when I confronted her about it. She even said, 'you think you could steal him away'. The nerve of the b!tch. I never took notice of the message sent to me until days after, when I realized she was talking about herslef and not Ella, the person bothering my thoughts at the time. At that time, I didn't know everything yet. At that time I told her to forget about it. 

This time is different. Nothing will stay the same after learning these:

She slept with my boyfriend -and payed for their motel room every time. (add a picture to prove it). She kissed him in MY bedroom, while I was in the kitchen, cooking for them. She asked me for advice on love and sex, only for me to find out I was giving her advice on how she would deal with MY boyfriend. Now I know why she was so concerened about my test results from my OB.

Wrightless also introduced my boyfriend to her peers as her own. She also initially requested a particular gift from me for her child. A gift which was actually inspired by their 'first date'.

Wrightless, if you'd get to know her... Is someone you would see as a sweet, gentle and thoughtful person. The absolute opposite of what her innards are actually made of. The exact characteristics of the devil himself.

I knew she was desperate to find her illegitimate child a father. I knew she was despearate enough to actually recieve indecent-proposal-money from a client -very old Chinese guy (who already had a grandson). What I never saw was that she was that desperate enough to actually use my honest friendship, and take advantage of my boyfriends' insecurities to satisfy her own.

Here's another nerve wrecking line from her:
Wrightless:
'I did it for you, to prove you he's not for you. I risked our friendship for that'
And she kept everything behind my back. Hah! How stupid do these people think I am?

I thought people were only this mean in soap operas and telenovelas.

I hate the fact that I get nightmares about this everytime I sleep. I don't deserve this.
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