Good Morning New Life!

I'm awake now. I told you to just let me be, and that I'd pick myself up one of these days. I'm picking myself up now, and with that I made a challenge for myself.

After over a decade of continuously being in a relationship, ending one with another ready to catch me, I am challenging myself this St. Patrick's Day to stay single until 2010's St. Patrick's Day.

Edgar Allan Pooh:
"Rest and reset"

Sir William Pennybanks on my McD collection:

"Believe in what you can do and what you can accomplish."

For one year starting today, I will be single, and I will be building up my life on my own two feet.

For one year that passed, I am grateful for the lessons I have learned, the family and friends that never failed to support me, as well as those who stopped believing in me; for that I will prove my worth.

Irish quote on Paddy's Day:

"May those that love us, love us.

And those that don't love us,

May God turn their hearts.

And if He doesn't turn their hearts,

May He turn their ankles

So we will know them by their limping."

Lady Schwarz to Mike Schmornoff:

"Because of you, I have learned a lot. Thank you. Your reward awaits you in the burning pits of hell."

Para Sayo

Pare, maraming salamat...

hi..

Yahoo!Mail:
Sir Williams sent you a message. Subject: hi... "How are you?"

The Face Gets Thicker

A very considerate exchange of text messages the day before my beloved grandmother's funeral:

Unknown number: "Condolence..."

Lady: "Much appreciated. May i knw who this is pls.."

Unknown number: "D pers0n u already forgotten. Thx 4 accepting my c0ndolences.u"

Lady: "I have forgotten plenty i wish i haven't.. Please remind me, at least let me know your name please.."

Wrightless: "C helen po. Sori kung istorbo kta. Ayaw n rn kc kta guluhin. If ever magtan0ng c mama syo kung pumunta ako, kw n bhalang sumag0t. Pero sna paki sbi pumunta n ako. Thx po.

After everything she did, she still finds the nerve and the face to ask me to lie for her.

This exchange only proves: she doesn't have an ounce of consideration in her system; she is a chronic liar; she has utmost disrespect for me, her mother and the dead -and who knows what else; she deserves the guillotine.

What Hurts Me The Most

What really hurts and infuriates me is not the fact that my boyfriend strayed. It's not the fact that I am not the only one. It's not the fact that I feel very much taken for granted.

It is the fact that a friend that I have trusted with my life actually thought and tried to steal my man away.

Helen Leah Baello. The trusty Pen Name Generator calls her Wrightless Smalls. Ironically, rightly so.

She didn't deny it when I confronted her about it. She even said, 'you think you could steal him away'. The nerve of the b!tch. I never took notice of the message sent to me until days after, when I realized she was talking about herslef and not Ella, the person bothering my thoughts at the time. At that time, I didn't know everything yet. At that time I told her to forget about it. 

This time is different. Nothing will stay the same after learning these:

She slept with my boyfriend -and payed for their motel room every time. (add a picture to prove it). She kissed him in MY bedroom, while I was in the kitchen, cooking for them. She asked me for advice on love and sex, only for me to find out I was giving her advice on how she would deal with MY boyfriend. Now I know why she was so concerened about my test results from my OB.

Wrightless also introduced my boyfriend to her peers as her own. She also initially requested a particular gift from me for her child. A gift which was actually inspired by their 'first date'.

Wrightless, if you'd get to know her... Is someone you would see as a sweet, gentle and thoughtful person. The absolute opposite of what her innards are actually made of. The exact characteristics of the devil himself.

I knew she was desperate to find her illegitimate child a father. I knew she was despearate enough to actually recieve indecent-proposal-money from a client -very old Chinese guy (who already had a grandson). What I never saw was that she was that desperate enough to actually use my honest friendship, and take advantage of my boyfriends' insecurities to satisfy her own.

Here's another nerve wrecking line from her:

Wrightless:

'I did it for you, to prove you he's not for you. I risked our friendship for that'

And she kept everything behind my back. Hah! How stupid do these people think I am?

I thought people were only this mean in soap operas and telenovelas.

I hate the fact that I get nightmares about this everytime I sleep. I don't deserve this.